favorite song/love

i think that finding the song that you can play over and over again can be similar to what it will be like when you have found the person you are going to spend the rest of your life with. what a funny concept anyways-it's like totally embedded in us that we must spend the rest of our lives in coupledom.

don't get me wrong. i mean, i am completely in love with the idea of love and spending the rest of my life with someone i love, but it's an iffy situation.

i think the first time i really fall in love will be when someone actually falls in love with me. is that weird? i mean, it sounds right; it seems like you should only be in love once in your life, the rest of the times, well, i'd say the rest of it just isn't love. now, yes, i agree, you can love people, and i'm not saying you can only love one person, but what i am saying is that i really only think you can actually fall in love with one person and that one person can only fall in love with you. because you see if it doesnt go both ways, it's definitely not love. love is fair and it's equal- anything that is not giving and taking equal amounts can only try to disguise as love.

but i am sure it is not love. atleast that one, real love.

ok, so, freaking back to the song idea. right now i have this song that i can listen to over and over again and i totally think that when i fall in love it will be like listening to my favorite song. yea, i think that seems right. then again love is defined in various ways so, to each their own.
ciao...